September 22nd, 2012
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September 22nd, 2012
When Your Idea of Love is full of Idealism
When he was not yet my follower in Twitter, it is the place where I can express my emotions without reservations or limitations, good thing there is a thing called, “Tumblr” I can now regain my privacy.
People expect too much from me, they think I am that good in everything I do, they know me as what they’ve thought I am, not for who I am and what I am in reality.
So as you can see, I’m living in the world of expectations. And I say it’s not that easy.
When it comes to love and relationship, I was brought up in a way to look for a guy with certain standards because they always say, ” Look for a guy that suits you best!”, okay. So my friends, who are aware of my nbsb status usually ask me,” What do you look for a guy?”, I’ll smile and say,” I want someone who’s intelligent, someone from a good family, God- fearing, kind, talkative, sweet, has sense of humor and of course good looks would be a bonus one!” Every time I share them these things, they’ll laugh at me and say it is very impossible for me to find one who have all these qualities, but of course I’m aware of it, and sometimes I do treat it as a joke.
Until one day, I met this guy who, I don’t know if that was some sort of a joke, possesses all the “impossible” qualities I’m looking for a guy. And all I can say was, ” Is this some kind of a joke God?”. At first, I do admit that I like him, I even prayed to let me keep him in my life, but as days, weeks, months pass by, I’m beginning to question a lot of things. You know, he calls me often once a week or every 2 weeks, share his activities and everything, he is such an adorable guy, yet there’s something in me that tells, that he is not the right man for me. He is not yet the “one”.
Maybe the reason behind this is because my idea of love is full of idealism that I already forgot that the world is full of imperfections.
I’ll wait until the right time comes and the right guy comes, but most of all I have faith that one day, God will give me the “one” for me.
September 22nd, 2012
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September 22nd, 2012
If I can only be a child again :)
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One of Baghdad’s palaces’ gates.
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